Hey blog, I got something new here. You know, it would be better to actually hear something when reading my blogs. And this music is absolutely perfect for reading. I love this song, very peaceful. And plus, I could hear it anytime anywhere.. when my laptop or PC is not available. So just press play, sit back, read and enjoy... haaah really nice reading music...

We exist in this world for a reason,
a reason made finely with a purpose.
Just like destiny... carved into our book of life.
Just like fate... imprinted neatly in our daily path.

Some say, seek our answers through the deepest of hell,
when the answer itself lies in the depths of our most inner thoughts..

What shall we do when the answers are brought?
What shall we say when truth be told?
Should we put aside our answer,
And advance to the next question?

Life was designed perfectly, created with essential flaws..
Some flaws left concealed, some makes the best of us..
But we must live through our problems which won't cease to exist.
Be wiser and learn to live with things that are less than perfect.

Therefore... I shall be stronger..
Therefore... I will prevail..

    "Asleep I was... sleeping a dreamless sleep. Pitch dark with a seemingly perpetual feel of nothingness..  yet calm. As my soul floats through this realm, a mysterious sound could be heard from afar. It was not just a sound. It was slowly turning into a melody.. a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere. As I listened to what seemed like  a never-ending tune, a familiar note strucked my ears. It was the sound of Tiesto...."

    It was my freakin' mobile phone that was causing all the fuss! With blurry eyes and a hoarse voice, i answered the call. It was Alex, my ex-roomate, said he was on his way to my place. Ahh well, good thing it was Alex, or else I would've hung up directly for disturbing my peaceful slumber. Hehe.. but it was time for me to wake up anyway since it's already 10 am. Hmm, here's a few snapshots..

    And that's it.... the rest of the evening was spent hanging out with the rest of the gang. Another DoTA game session at Felix's house.. more like poker night, but it doesn't involve cards or money. Just computers, laptops, network, servers and an online game. Hehe... very very IT indeed. Well, nothing else to report. Today was fun.. and now am off to bed...

dang.. my sleeping hours.. messed up again... oh well..

    Alrighty then, I'm back... and still having that long vacation till 14th of January. I woke up early today like around 7.30 AM, considering my sleeping hours are totally a mess during vacations. I went outside to have my morning stretch and a breath of fresh air, and noticed something I haven't seen in a while... what a beautiful day it is!! The sun couldn't shine any better. And I suddenly realised how badly I missed my morning view. Usually during long holidays, i'm not much of a morning person i can tell ya that. But today the clouds are extravagantly beautiful... so I ran inside, got my PDA and took a couple of pics. It is rare these days to have such beautiful bright clouds on a clear sunny day here in Jakarta.. since its always raining a lot. Yup, in the mornings, afternoons and in the evenings as well. Haah flood flood flood.

   
    See how clear the sky is?! As a kid, I always loved lying down in my grandmother's back yard, watching bright white clouds passes by in the clear blue sky. Ugh, too bad my PDA camera couldn't get a clearer image of the sky. Darn. At times like these I wish I could've gotten that Digicam instead of this crap back then. *Sigh*

   
    Oh yeah this one's my favorite... see that big fluffy pyramid-like cloud? Feel like hopping on and float away into the blue.. hehe. (There goes my inner child tickling..). Well, that's all I have for today's weather forecast, and now I'm off to have lunch. Already 12 pm... so...

....................Itadakimaaasu!

It is around 11pm here, raining hard outside my bedroom window, and approximately half hour to go till New Year arrive. And yes, I am at home and not out there celebrating with the rest of my goony buddies. But you know what? I am absolutely fine with it. This is probably the very first time I'm feeling quite happy to be home on a New Year's Eve. Well, the reason is probably because.. I had a New Year pre-party last nite.. hehe.. and I had a totally great time.

Anyway, I would like to close my chapter on 2007 with a warm goodbye. So.. farewell 2007... thanks for the joy and tears you gave me which made me a stronger man than I was before. Life is hard, but when you learn to live and deal with the imperfections that it has put up infront of you... its not so bad. Because in the end, you'll always find a way through it.. if you want to.

So as of now, I am bracing for 2008. I cannot wait for the obstacles, challenges and surprises ahead of me. Because, Insha Allah, I will be prepared...

Ezakid - 2007 - signing out..

.......Happy New Year 2008.......

Another face, another name,
Stand in line, all the same,
I've been here so many times
I don't know the reason why.

Do I want to live to tell,
Chained inside this living hell.
Cries of freedom never heard,
I guess this is what I deserve.

Who am I?
Alone in this world
Alone in this world
Without love
Without...

Eyes of sorrow, eyes of shame,
Self destructions so insane.
I don't care, just let me go,
Let the veins of scarlett flow.

Show me a sign
Unlock the door
Release me, I'm yours
Into the clouds
Higher, higher, higher...

I like to sit and think alone
I like to dream of coming home
Maybe now the voices sleep

This time...